Thinking of You Cover.

Summer.

So this summer has been pretty boring, and unproductive.
Well other than the fact that I've started driving again,
and signed up for college at KCU.
I really need to get my license.
Dad just hasn't taught me to parallel park yet.
>_<
None of my friends have really tried to make any plans with me.
It's always a comment on facebook that says
"Oh lets make plans"
so I say...
"Okay let me know when!"
And they say
"Okay! Some time soon"
And thats all you hear....
So yeah...
My room has been messed up since the beginning of summer.
And for some reason I just can't get myself to clean it.
I'm so Lazy.
I need a life.
And friends who contact me.

I was going to help the band.
I went in and ran sectionals with kaitlynn.
But the next week they gave someone else the job.
I feel appreciated.
Thanks Lawrence County Band.
You love me oh so much.....
yeah.

Summer.

Someone please Save us...

So I've been working on getting ready for college.
Which isn't very hard.
Im commuting.
But despite that, Im scared out of my mind.
I don't know if this is what God really wants me to do.
I have such a hard time deciphering what God's trying to tell me, and what I'm telling myself.
I want to just start working at a record company, and skip college.
Im so terrified.
I tried for the music program today.
He said I was a good singer, and that I'm probably getting private lessons.
But Im so terrified.
I know I keep saying that but that's all thats on my mind.
I can't get over it.
I can't be happy.
I'm just so scared.
Hep me.....

Imagination..

For the past few months since I saw you last, you've intruded my dreams.
These thoughts of you flood my mind, and though I try to swim away, you seem to catch me in your current.
I find myself wanting to break free, gasping for breathe, yet swimming further and further out to sea.
I long to feel the way I did then.
To feel your arms around me, to hear your voice, to look into your eyes.
All of these things force me to long for you.
These dreams make me sleep longer, because the thought of waking up, makes me crazy.
Yet I wonder to myself, if these thoughts are of you, as you are, or the you I want you to be.
Am I longing for this make believe version of you?
I know part of you exists.
I remember vividly the way you hand feels in mine.
The tightness in my stomach when you'd glance at me.
And the way it felt when you held me tight.
You are a gentlemen, but the rest of the you I imagine, is exactly that.... my imagination.
To flood my mind with thoughts of you and I together, would be a torment.
Because I am not stupid, and I know that these ideas are only lies.
I pray to God nearly every night for you.
Not for him to bring you to me, but that maybe you'd come to him.
I know that we will never be together,
but I do know that I love you.
Maybe not in the sense of passionate love, but as a friend, I love you.
I fear for you life after in the next, and I fear that once you're gone.... you're gone.
I miss you and I love you.
Awiison.

Camp....2

So i'm awake.
I packed all my stuff.
And now I have to haul it all out to my car so I can move it again.
But I'm totally okay with moving stuff now.
Last night was ridiculous.
My room mate went to see if we had people sharing our bathroom.
And we did.
And she stayed over there till 12:30 something.
They were singing and stuff.
Every girl here sounds exactly the same.
I'm glad I didn't do vocals this year.
But I guess if you're using it for the Lord, it doesn't matter if you're really good.
Or whatever.
It just really annoyed me.
And I wanted to sing with them too.
But I felt like I was intruding if I went over there,
because I wasn't invited by my room mate.
I don't know.
I guess I'm use to people in Kentucky who are like,
Come on sissy, come right in and pop yourself a squat.
Where you are always invited in.
Not everyone is like that I guess.
So hopefully, my room mate today will be really nice and stuff.
I prayed about it last night,
So I know the Lord will provide.
I really want to room with Shelby, my friend from last year.
But God knows what he's doing.
Welp,
I'm going to go start putting things in the car.
Much Love,
Awiison

Camp.....

So we had to come to campus early because dad is a chaperone.
Matt and I have to stay on campus with him.
So they put me in a dorm room that's not mine...
And I have to pack up all my stuff again in the morning,
put it in my car,
and then wait to move it to the other dorm.
It seems like a hassle to me.
But I guess they know what they are doing.
My temporary room mate is nice.
Kinda quiet though.
I'm super tired.
There were a ton of people here tonight to talk to,
but instead I just sat with my little brother and played games on the mac.
It's not that I'm anti-social....
Idk why I just can't approach people and make conversation.
I mean I guess I could if I wanted,
But I guess I just kinda want people to come up to me first.
I'm a nice person.
I like people.
I guess I just don't like people I don't know.
Wel I don't think it's that.
I really don't know why I am the way I am.
But I am.
This makes me sound like a mean person.
Which I swear I am not.
And I'm very outgoing...
just not around people I don't know very well.
Anyways...
I think I am going to lay down.
Good night all.
Love,
Awiison

Yesterday.

So we ended up going to see Eclipse.

And I have to admit, it wasn't horrible.

The Acting has gotten way better since the first movie.

But Kristen Stewart still gets on my nerves.

Maybe by the next movie she'll be enjoyable to watch....lets hope.

But edward was cuter in this movie, jacob of course was hot, but that's nothing new.

And my favorite still is Jasper. He was

my favorite in the book series as well, which I read before the movie was even thought of.

They did leave some stuff out, nothing too important.

And I remember crying during this book several times, but I wasn't moved at all during the movie. So idk what they did differently.

So if I had to rank the characters from best to worst on their acting it would be : Jasper, Alice, Jacob, Emmett, Carlisle, Rosalie, Esme, Edward, and Bella. Those are just the main characters. I think the people in the background, like Billy and Charlie were casted great.

But enough of the Twilight fan girl whose hiding inside me.

I've been wanting to write a song.

I keep getting good ideas, and then messing them up.

Like I'll think too deeply into the song and then the original meaning gets lost somewhere.

I feel pressured to only write christian songs, and sometimes my songs come out as love songs for a guy and I have to change it around the make it a christian song. I mean I love God, but sometimes my songs are about guys in my life or people in my life, and I feel really pressured to only write those songs.

I've also been wanting to get guitar lessons.

But all of my friends who play guitar are too busy to teach me.

So I've attempted to teach myself. This hasn't been to successful.

Camp electric is this coming week. I leave friday for it.

It's my last year of being a student. I've gone all 3 years.

So maybe next year I'll be a intern or something.

Instead of doing advanced vocals this year, I'm doing intermediate sound.

I hope it helps =]. And I hope I get to meet more singers as well.

It's always so hectic the first few days because you're t

rying to make friends and have fun, and sometimes that's really hard.

My friend Rachel who was my roommate last year, isn't coming this year.

That's a real bummer, because we had so much fun.

So hopefully I'll meet someone like her again, and have fun.

Meeting your roommate is scary too.

Because, what if you don't get along?

That would suck really bad.

I also worry about not bein

g able to save my family seats too.

I like watching concerts with my dad and brother.

This is matts first year, and dads been a chaperone with me every year.

It's been hard saving him seats, so it will be even harder with matt.

I guess I need to stop worrying and just go with the flow.

But if you know me at all, you know I get worried easily.

So I totally hate being cooped up in the house.

Lately I've noticed that I have been obsessively watching youtube videos.

Since all of my friends have their own lives separated from mine.

Therefore I have caught myself talking about youtubers as if they were my friends.

It's really awkward.

I need a life....and fast!

Because this is just getting ridiculous!

I almost updated you on something you don't even know about.

Okay so the other day I get a call from my brothers friend, and on of my flute girls, that she had rescued a cat and wanted to know if we wanted it.

Apparently, they were driving down the road next to KFC, and saw her in the middle of the road.

No one had offered to pick her up, and she was dodging cars.

So of course we said yes, and we adopted Jo-Jo.

She's a little calico cat, whose no older than a few months.

Well, introducing Jo into the house, was no easy task.

We got her, I'm thinking 4 weeks ago.

Our oldest cat duchess, that is her to the left, she warmed up to Jo fairly fast, bu

t that should be expected from a 14 year old cat, whose already had to deal with being introduced to a cat and a dog.

After a few days, Duchess

was already grooming Jo, and playing around with her.

But my cat spider, whose use to being the baby ((she's the black one)) has not taken to kindly to being introduced to a new kitten. Believe me, the hissing and fit throwing has been way out of hand lately.

But yesterday I caught her actually grooming Jo! She's still hissing at her, but she's

getting a lot

better! This is a huge improvement from her sulking in my bedroom which she thinks is hers! It was great, I'd walk in my room and get hissed at for being there.

She's such a baby!

But this is Jo to the left.. She's a feisty little thing.

It's good having a baby in the house.

But on that note I will say Au Revoir.

And Much love

Awiison

lazy day

So I'm just sitting around watching Drake and Josh re-runs.

Since school let out, everything has just been boring.

But dad said he's probably going to take us to see Eclipse.

I hope it's better than the other two.

The books are good, but the movies just are not up to par.

I'll do a review when I get home.

So life sucks. I really have no one to talk to, or call me, or anything. It's not fun.

I really have nothing to talk about so I'll just go.

Love,

Awiison

Yay a blog!

So hello world!

I'm so excited to start blogging again!

I use to blog on a site called opendiary.com under the name pinkyramone.

But I decided to change things up and start blogging as myself =]

So who am I ?

Well my name is Allison Hammond, or as my little cousin who has trouble with L's says, Awiison.

I live in a small town in Kentucky called Louisa.....don't feel bad if you've never heard of it, most people haven't =].

It's a cute town, but with limited possibilities .

So I usually hang out in Huntington.

My parents Bill and Deana Hammond gave birth to me on February 20, 1992.

I have one sibling, and his name is Matt.

I love animals, and I have 3 cats, 1 dog, and 2 turtles.

I'll elaborate on them later.

When the school year starts, I will be commuting to KCU in Grayson, KY to get a major in Music Business.

I love to sing, and my family has a singing group dating to before I was born, called the singing hayes family.

I am a christian, but i'm very open minded.

I love to go to concerts, moshing is fun =]

So since this is a blog to get to know me im going to list some of my favorite things.

Movies:

V for Vendetta.

Aladdin.

Nightmare Before Christmas.

Toy Story (1,2,and 3)

Wall-E.

Rent.

Chicago.

Star Wars.

Hercules.

Hotrod.

Zombie Land.

and many more.

Music:

Relient K.

Hawk Nelson.

FF5.

David Crowder Band.

Aerosmith.

The Ramones.

The Beatles.

Toby Mac.

Fireflight.

Alex Day.

Frank Sinatra.

Adam Lambert.

Adele.

And musicals.

and many more.

Places:

Walt Disney World.

Pullman Square.

The Huntington Mall.

Rome, Italy.

New Orleans, LA.

Foods:

Chili Fries.

Hot Wings.

Steaks.

Lays BBQ chips.

Drinks:

Diet Coke.

Water.

Blue Gatorade.

Arnold Palmers.

And any kind of slushies.

TV Shows:

Supernatural.

Six Feet Under.

Dexter.

True Blood.

Family Guy.

King of the Hill.

Dr. Who.

Hey Arnold.

The Office.

Rugrats All Grown Up.

Games:

MW2 .

Pokemon (all).

Silent Hill (all).

Clock Tower 3.

Fable( 1 and 2)

Disney Scene it.

Sims 3. ( Though I have every Sims game until sims 2)

pretty much anything fun.

Random Facts:

I love taking pictures.

I'm a complete dork... I love superheroes.

My favorite Animal is a giraffe,, followed up by elephants.

I drive a sage chevy cobalt 2009.

I like shows that quote other shows/movies/books/etc.

I'm obsessed with Youtube and BBCA.

Want to know more?

Just ask.

But for now I think I'll be signing off =]

Please Comment,, I love meeting new people!