So the schools great.
The teachers are awesome.
The people are really nice.
But I don't feel right.
It's like I'm not suppose to be there.
And I feel like God's not giving me an answer.
Am I suppose to be there?
If so I need a sign.
I don't want to go through a year of classes, if im not suppose to be there....
Im scared...
I don't want to fail.
I just want to stay here and get a job or something.
I just need answers.
And I need the knot in my stomach to go away..
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Friday...Saturday??
Yesterday, being thursday, was an interesting day.
I woke up at like 7:45 and couldn't go back to sleep.
At 12 william asked me if I wanted to go eat at the chinese restaurant with him.
So I did, and then he came over and we watched Stepbrothers.
Then Casey came over to practice for the book club sit down thing we had to do.
Then he left and go Paige Fields, his girlfriend, and came back.
We decided to sing 4 songs, Landslide by Fleetwood mac, but the dixie chicks version, Daughters by John Mayer, Drops of Jupiter by train, and Ain't no sunshine by bill withers or some name like that.
Lucas then came over, and told me he could give me a ride to the movies that night.
Our drama class from last year had decided to go and see the Expendables with Oz at midnight.
William was obsessed with some site called chatroulette.
We got on there and sang for some guy from England, who said he now loves americans, and a boy from Norway who loves Green Day and Pink Floyd.
It was really neat.
The casey and I went to sing.
Apparently I was late, but I got there at 6.
ANYWAYS, we sang and got $10.25 in tips haha.
Then I went home, and waited for Lucas.
Casey was suppose to go with us, but wasn't allowed because some Druggy was stopping cars and robbing them up near his house. Crazy stuff.
Kaitlyn, Oz's daughter, told me he wasn't coming.
But he ended up showing up anyways, making me look like an idiot.
Not intentionally though.
Once we got to Cinema 10 in Ashland, Lucas calls and finds out Brian got pulled over for speeding.
Finally everyone got there.
It ended up being,
Lucas, William, Brennon, Justin, Janie, Nathaniel, Jordan, Michael, Matt, Oz, Moose, Brian, and I.
The movie was okay.
It had a ton of big name actors, but the only 2 good ones were only in the movie for like 5 minutes.
The camera angles were bad, and so was the CGI.
But it's not a bad movie.
We didn't get home till around 4.
And therefore I slept till 4 today.
School is getting closer, and dad still hasn't taught me to parallel park, therefore I cant drive to college.
I need to work on that this week.
Tanner failed this week. So that drops my confidence.
But im watching Ghost Adventures and going to bed.
We have to go to a scrimmage tomorrow, and then we are going to see Joseph and the Technicolor Dream Coat.
Added later..
so i've had several dreams where God has told me who i'm suppose to spend my life with.
The first time was in 8th grade.
I had a day dream during my science class, of a guy I had never met before, but i knew he was my husband.
A few weeks later, someone moved to our school who looked exactly like that guy, but younger of course.
It freaked me out so bad that I convinced myself he was ugly, and wouldn't let myself like him.
Then as time went on he became one of my friends, and I didn't have a dream or day dream or anything about him until my senior year.
In that dream, I was laying on a bed and all of the sudden everything went dark.
In white was written this is the man you are going to marry, and then it went to the same person who God had told me about earlier.
It totally freaked me out, and brought back the thoughts from 8th grade.
Now that I'm going off to college, I'm scared that this will never happen.
It's not that im doubting God in any way, but he can change his mind.
That's what I fear....God will change his mind and not put us together.
I want to tell him of all of this, but even thought hes a christian too, I fear he will think im making it up...
Or that i'm totally bonkers.
Or worse, he'll date me just because he feels God wants him to, not that he really loves me at all.
If it's God's will, it will happen.
But I guess i'm just not patient.
And I'm scared because this person and I are drifting apart.
And it seems no matter how hard I try, this person is pushing me away,,,not returning texts...etc.
I miss when we were close, and I could tell him anything and everything.
But ever sense a certain happening, its just all gone down hill..
Pray for me....
Night all,
Much love =]
Awiison
I woke up at like 7:45 and couldn't go back to sleep.
At 12 william asked me if I wanted to go eat at the chinese restaurant with him.
So I did, and then he came over and we watched Stepbrothers.
Then Casey came over to practice for the book club sit down thing we had to do.
Then he left and go Paige Fields, his girlfriend, and came back.
We decided to sing 4 songs, Landslide by Fleetwood mac, but the dixie chicks version, Daughters by John Mayer, Drops of Jupiter by train, and Ain't no sunshine by bill withers or some name like that.
Lucas then came over, and told me he could give me a ride to the movies that night.
Our drama class from last year had decided to go and see the Expendables with Oz at midnight.
William was obsessed with some site called chatroulette.
We got on there and sang for some guy from England, who said he now loves americans, and a boy from Norway who loves Green Day and Pink Floyd.
It was really neat.
The casey and I went to sing.
Apparently I was late, but I got there at 6.
ANYWAYS, we sang and got $10.25 in tips haha.
Then I went home, and waited for Lucas.
Casey was suppose to go with us, but wasn't allowed because some Druggy was stopping cars and robbing them up near his house. Crazy stuff.
Kaitlyn, Oz's daughter, told me he wasn't coming.
But he ended up showing up anyways, making me look like an idiot.
Not intentionally though.
Once we got to Cinema 10 in Ashland, Lucas calls and finds out Brian got pulled over for speeding.
Finally everyone got there.
It ended up being,
Lucas, William, Brennon, Justin, Janie, Nathaniel, Jordan, Michael, Matt, Oz, Moose, Brian, and I.
The movie was okay.
It had a ton of big name actors, but the only 2 good ones were only in the movie for like 5 minutes.
The camera angles were bad, and so was the CGI.
But it's not a bad movie.
We didn't get home till around 4.
And therefore I slept till 4 today.
School is getting closer, and dad still hasn't taught me to parallel park, therefore I cant drive to college.
I need to work on that this week.
Tanner failed this week. So that drops my confidence.
But im watching Ghost Adventures and going to bed.
We have to go to a scrimmage tomorrow, and then we are going to see Joseph and the Technicolor Dream Coat.
Added later..
so i've had several dreams where God has told me who i'm suppose to spend my life with.
The first time was in 8th grade.
I had a day dream during my science class, of a guy I had never met before, but i knew he was my husband.
A few weeks later, someone moved to our school who looked exactly like that guy, but younger of course.
It freaked me out so bad that I convinced myself he was ugly, and wouldn't let myself like him.
Then as time went on he became one of my friends, and I didn't have a dream or day dream or anything about him until my senior year.
In that dream, I was laying on a bed and all of the sudden everything went dark.
In white was written this is the man you are going to marry, and then it went to the same person who God had told me about earlier.
It totally freaked me out, and brought back the thoughts from 8th grade.
Now that I'm going off to college, I'm scared that this will never happen.
It's not that im doubting God in any way, but he can change his mind.
That's what I fear....God will change his mind and not put us together.
I want to tell him of all of this, but even thought hes a christian too, I fear he will think im making it up...
Or that i'm totally bonkers.
Or worse, he'll date me just because he feels God wants him to, not that he really loves me at all.
If it's God's will, it will happen.
But I guess i'm just not patient.
And I'm scared because this person and I are drifting apart.
And it seems no matter how hard I try, this person is pushing me away,,,not returning texts...etc.
I miss when we were close, and I could tell him anything and everything.
But ever sense a certain happening, its just all gone down hill..
Pray for me....
Night all,
Much love =]
Awiison
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Its Wed-nes-Day
So hi.
Today was like every day.
I slept till like 3.
It was awesome.
haha.
I have a new obsession.
It's a show called Nip/Tuck.
It's really good, and I will probably spend my day watching this now on netflix.
Dad is convinced when I get married, I will get married at Disney World.
And I am not complaining =]
I would love to get married there.
Thats a dream.
Dad's came to the conclusion that Spider doesn't have seizures.
So I'm not sure what the heck is going on with her.
We've been looking on the disney store site.
Harlan Ellenshaw has been mentioned several times.
I met him on the Disney Cruise I went on when I was looking at the paintings.
He worked on Star Wars sets, and alice and wonderland, and tons of other movies.
I think thats awesome.
I went and saw Wendell, Jennifer, and Jerrica after youth group.
At youth we had cooked breakfast.
We learned how to make biscuits and gravy.
So I took them food.
We stayed and watched Americas got Talent with them.
It was really good.
Everyone need to pray for her.
Tomorrow Casey and I are going to sing for the book club.
It has to be all acoustic and mellow.
But im going to go watch some tv.
Night all
Awiison
Today was like every day.
I slept till like 3.
It was awesome.
haha.
I have a new obsession.
It's a show called Nip/Tuck.
It's really good, and I will probably spend my day watching this now on netflix.
Dad is convinced when I get married, I will get married at Disney World.
And I am not complaining =]
I would love to get married there.
Thats a dream.
Dad's came to the conclusion that Spider doesn't have seizures.
So I'm not sure what the heck is going on with her.
We've been looking on the disney store site.
Harlan Ellenshaw has been mentioned several times.
I met him on the Disney Cruise I went on when I was looking at the paintings.
He worked on Star Wars sets, and alice and wonderland, and tons of other movies.
I think thats awesome.
I went and saw Wendell, Jennifer, and Jerrica after youth group.
At youth we had cooked breakfast.
We learned how to make biscuits and gravy.
So I took them food.
We stayed and watched Americas got Talent with them.
It was really good.
Everyone need to pray for her.
Tomorrow Casey and I are going to sing for the book club.
It has to be all acoustic and mellow.
But im going to go watch some tv.
Night all
Awiison
Monday, August 9, 2010
Dead until dark...
Blah....
Today was fun.
I went to church, then ate at the chinese restaurant,and then went to Jimmy's to swim.
He then came over and we played Street Fighter 4 and watched Honey and Clover.
Which is an amazing Anime..... yeah im a dork.
Then, of course, at nine we watched True Blood =]
After that, matt took jimmy home, and heard counting coming from a bush in Jimmy's yard.
Matt and Jimmy are convinced it was a demon that jimmy believes has been at his house for a few weeks.
Interesting.
Once matt got home, I cleaned out the turtles tank for mom.
Matt and I played Buzz Lightyear Operation, and then went outside to watch the shooting stars.
Only 3 tonight.
I tried to get william to come over, but apparently I accidentally sent it to Whitley, and some guy prank called me.
Nothing ticks me off more than a prank call.
Idk they're just annoying.
I'm thinking of starting to read the Sookie Stackhouse novels.
Oh , JoJo got into some red liquid, and now all of her white, is pink.
Its really funny.
I'm really happy for Shane Dawson! He wont the Teens Choice Award for best Youtube Star =]]]
Oh yeah, and I interpreted a dream for Kaitlyn and her momma.
I love doing that =]
I'm getting pretty good.
Night
Awiison
Today was fun.
I went to church, then ate at the chinese restaurant,and then went to Jimmy's to swim.
He then came over and we played Street Fighter 4 and watched Honey and Clover.
Which is an amazing Anime..... yeah im a dork.
Then, of course, at nine we watched True Blood =]
After that, matt took jimmy home, and heard counting coming from a bush in Jimmy's yard.
Matt and Jimmy are convinced it was a demon that jimmy believes has been at his house for a few weeks.
Interesting.
Once matt got home, I cleaned out the turtles tank for mom.
Matt and I played Buzz Lightyear Operation, and then went outside to watch the shooting stars.
Only 3 tonight.
I tried to get william to come over, but apparently I accidentally sent it to Whitley, and some guy prank called me.
Nothing ticks me off more than a prank call.
Idk they're just annoying.
I'm thinking of starting to read the Sookie Stackhouse novels.
Oh , JoJo got into some red liquid, and now all of her white, is pink.
Its really funny.
I'm really happy for Shane Dawson! He wont the Teens Choice Award for best Youtube Star =]]]
Oh yeah, and I interpreted a dream for Kaitlyn and her momma.
I love doing that =]
I'm getting pretty good.
Night
Awiison
Friday, August 6, 2010
Mhm,,,today
Well today was interesting.
At around 10 something whitley called.
She came and picked me up, and we went to Wal-Mart.
I helped her pick out Khryssy's wedding gifts, and then I got matts Birthday present for him.
Then we went to Long Johns or LJS, came home, and watched Rugrats.
Once she left, I went over to Wendell and Jennifer's to see how she was and deliver candy.
Then William and Lucas came over to help set up a scavenger hunt.
Lets just say the scavenger hunt never got finished.
William wanted to auto tune our voices instead.
So we did.
Several times.
haha....
Then we went into the woods, set up a little bit of the scavenger hunt, and then ended up playing the game of things, and then played Lips.
They ended up leaving and going to the movies.
It was kind of annoying that they didn't invite me to go.
But whatever.
It's cool.
It was cool to see my friends
I hadn't seen lucas since school let out.
But im done for now....
Bye.
At around 10 something whitley called.
She came and picked me up, and we went to Wal-Mart.
I helped her pick out Khryssy's wedding gifts, and then I got matts Birthday present for him.
Then we went to Long Johns or LJS, came home, and watched Rugrats.
Once she left, I went over to Wendell and Jennifer's to see how she was and deliver candy.
Then William and Lucas came over to help set up a scavenger hunt.
Lets just say the scavenger hunt never got finished.
William wanted to auto tune our voices instead.
So we did.
Several times.
haha....
Then we went into the woods, set up a little bit of the scavenger hunt, and then ended up playing the game of things, and then played Lips.
They ended up leaving and going to the movies.
It was kind of annoying that they didn't invite me to go.
But whatever.
It's cool.
It was cool to see my friends
I hadn't seen lucas since school let out.
But im done for now....
Bye.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
The Guy...
So as a kid, I would always make these lists of what my "perfect guy" would possess.
So I decided today that that was what I was going to blog on today.
My Perfect Guy.
And I think its the perfect time because lists like these always are bias to the guy you are liking at the time.
At the moment, I don't like anyone =] So I can be completely honest with myself.
So My Perfect guy would have to:
Be a christian:
Religion is very important to me. If you're not a christian, then its really hard to have strong morals.
For example, not having sex before you're married. Or not getting drunk. Stuff like that.
Plus if I date someone whose not a christian, my parents would be angry! haha.
Be a Singer (or at least a decent one.):
I sing all the time. And one thing I CAN NOT STAND is if someone is off on songs.
And I don't mean singing in front of a crowd of people and they are off.
I mean like seriously singing with the radio and sounding off.
I can deal with this to an extent. But if I'm going to spend most of my time with him, it would get annoying.
Be good looking. (or at least to me):
I believe you can not truly like someone if you are not physically attracted to them.
Because seriously, would you want to kiss that?
Would you want your babies to look like that?
I don't think so..
Be self confident:
I think that a guy needs to be self confident, but not in a snobbish, arrogant way.
I don't have very much self confidence. So therefore I don't want a boy friend who has low self esteem as well.
I want him to be confident in himself, that way it can help me build mine.
Be childish, yet mature:
I want him to want to have fun.
To want to go to places like disney world or disney land.
To want to go to the movies and watch cartoons.
But at the same time I don't want him being immature.
I don't want him to be loud in restaurants, or embarrass me in public places.
Be dorky:
I want him to be smart.
But not just book smart.
I want him to know about music, and movies, and comic books.
I want him to know things I don't, so I can learn.
I want him to not care what others think of him.
Be a disney fan:
If you know me, you know I'm IN LOVE with disney.
Anything Disney.
Old movies, some tv shows and music, and definitely Disney World.
I've been to Disney world 5 times, and on a Disney Cruise 1 time.
I can't imagine planning a life with someone who doesn't love disney world.
Because they will be very unhappy when all our vacations are planned by disney.=]
Be travel ready:
I love to travel.
So far I have been to almost 10 countries.
And I do not plan to stop.
I want to travel!!
I still haven't been to all the 50 states, or england =]
Be caring:
If I am upset, I want him to want to make me feel better, because I would do the same.
Be helpful:
Doing house work and stuff is hard.
So I would want someone who would share the load.
Be Goofy:
I love nothing more than someone who can make me laugh.
If you can make me laugh, you've got me hooked.
Be a music lover:
If you don't love music, I really don't know how a relationship could work out with me.
I live and breath music.
And no I don't mean " hey yeah I love music. I love heavy metal but I hate country."
Yeah. I get that a lot.
I want someone who doesn't care the genre.
Just that the music is good.
Be Happy:
I understand that no one is happy all the time.
But just someone whose not always down on themselves.
Some who generally wants to be happy.
Yeah I know. The Perfect Guy apparently doesn't exist.
But I really don't feel like I'm asking for much.
Just a good guy.
Someone to love me.
And I know it's not a one way street.
And I would do my best to help in a relationship.
This is just my point of view.
But I really do believe he's out there.
And he may not posses all of these traits.
But I'm not going to settle for just anything.
=]
Love ya!
Awiison.
So I decided today that that was what I was going to blog on today.
My Perfect Guy.
And I think its the perfect time because lists like these always are bias to the guy you are liking at the time.
At the moment, I don't like anyone =] So I can be completely honest with myself.
So My Perfect guy would have to:
Be a christian:
Religion is very important to me. If you're not a christian, then its really hard to have strong morals.
For example, not having sex before you're married. Or not getting drunk. Stuff like that.
Plus if I date someone whose not a christian, my parents would be angry! haha.
Be a Singer (or at least a decent one.):
I sing all the time. And one thing I CAN NOT STAND is if someone is off on songs.
And I don't mean singing in front of a crowd of people and they are off.
I mean like seriously singing with the radio and sounding off.
I can deal with this to an extent. But if I'm going to spend most of my time with him, it would get annoying.
Be good looking. (or at least to me):
I believe you can not truly like someone if you are not physically attracted to them.
Because seriously, would you want to kiss that?
Would you want your babies to look like that?
I don't think so..
Be self confident:
I think that a guy needs to be self confident, but not in a snobbish, arrogant way.
I don't have very much self confidence. So therefore I don't want a boy friend who has low self esteem as well.
I want him to be confident in himself, that way it can help me build mine.
Be childish, yet mature:
I want him to want to have fun.
To want to go to places like disney world or disney land.
To want to go to the movies and watch cartoons.
But at the same time I don't want him being immature.
I don't want him to be loud in restaurants, or embarrass me in public places.
Be dorky:
I want him to be smart.
But not just book smart.
I want him to know about music, and movies, and comic books.
I want him to know things I don't, so I can learn.
I want him to not care what others think of him.
Be a disney fan:
If you know me, you know I'm IN LOVE with disney.
Anything Disney.
Old movies, some tv shows and music, and definitely Disney World.
I've been to Disney world 5 times, and on a Disney Cruise 1 time.
I can't imagine planning a life with someone who doesn't love disney world.
Because they will be very unhappy when all our vacations are planned by disney.=]
Be travel ready:
I love to travel.
So far I have been to almost 10 countries.
And I do not plan to stop.
I want to travel!!
I still haven't been to all the 50 states, or england =]
Be caring:
If I am upset, I want him to want to make me feel better, because I would do the same.
Be helpful:
Doing house work and stuff is hard.
So I would want someone who would share the load.
Be Goofy:
I love nothing more than someone who can make me laugh.
If you can make me laugh, you've got me hooked.
Be a music lover:
If you don't love music, I really don't know how a relationship could work out with me.
I live and breath music.
And no I don't mean " hey yeah I love music. I love heavy metal but I hate country."
Yeah. I get that a lot.
I want someone who doesn't care the genre.
Just that the music is good.
Be Happy:
I understand that no one is happy all the time.
But just someone whose not always down on themselves.
Some who generally wants to be happy.
Yeah I know. The Perfect Guy apparently doesn't exist.
But I really don't feel like I'm asking for much.
Just a good guy.
Someone to love me.
And I know it's not a one way street.
And I would do my best to help in a relationship.
This is just my point of view.
But I really do believe he's out there.
And he may not posses all of these traits.
But I'm not going to settle for just anything.
=]
Love ya!
Awiison.
What I want from me.
I want to loose all this weight.
I feel like its just holding me back, and making me unhappy.
I feel self conscious all of the time, and around new people I feel like they are judging me because of my weight.
I want straighter teeth.
I feel as if people from Kentucky are stereotyped as having bad teeth.
Having gaps in my teeth make me feel like a stereotypical, hick.
I want to be a stronger Christian.
I feel like every time I get closer to God, the temptations of the world get worse.
And for some odd reason I give in.
I want to be closer to God, but for some reason I keep getting sucked back into the world.
I want to be brave.
I feel like I am constantly worrying about everything.
I fear death, college, change, commitment, driving, certain animals, the dark, ghosts and other paranormal beings, sharp objects, heights, and mostly everything else.
I want to be happy.
Every time I am remotely happy, something comes along to bring me down.
I can't sit around by myself for long or I start thinking, and everything I think about makes me sad.
I want to be smart.
Apparently I am smart, but I have no self confidence.
I feel like everything I think is right, is wrong.
Even when I end up being right.
I've always been around people smarter than me.
So I felt intimidated, and therefore would never ask questions.
So I never learned what I didn't understand right off the bat.
I want a boyfriend.
I'm tired of not feeling loved.
My family loves me, but its not the same as having a boyfriend.
I want to be hugged, kissed, and loved by someone.
I want someone to hear me sing, and give me a break.
So I can get enough money to help my family.
Because Mom and Dad work so hard as teachers, yet don't get paid enough.
I just want to give back to them.
I want to own my own recording agency.
I want people to want me to help.
I'm tired of helping and then getting screwed over.
I feel like my entire life I've done nothing but try to please others, yet getting nothing but hated and overlooked in return.
I'm tired of people using me!
Using me to help people out, then not choosing me.
Using me to make the choir look good, yet yelling at me, and choosing someone worse than me to run things.
Using me to do anything! and not giving me something in return.
I love helping people, but I hate being unappreciated for it.
I want to have drive to do these things.
I want to stop being lazy and do something with my life.
I feel like its just holding me back, and making me unhappy.
I feel self conscious all of the time, and around new people I feel like they are judging me because of my weight.
I want straighter teeth.
I feel as if people from Kentucky are stereotyped as having bad teeth.
Having gaps in my teeth make me feel like a stereotypical, hick.
I want to be a stronger Christian.
I feel like every time I get closer to God, the temptations of the world get worse.
And for some odd reason I give in.
I want to be closer to God, but for some reason I keep getting sucked back into the world.
I want to be brave.
I feel like I am constantly worrying about everything.
I fear death, college, change, commitment, driving, certain animals, the dark, ghosts and other paranormal beings, sharp objects, heights, and mostly everything else.
I want to be happy.
Every time I am remotely happy, something comes along to bring me down.
I can't sit around by myself for long or I start thinking, and everything I think about makes me sad.
I want to be smart.
Apparently I am smart, but I have no self confidence.
I feel like everything I think is right, is wrong.
Even when I end up being right.
I've always been around people smarter than me.
So I felt intimidated, and therefore would never ask questions.
So I never learned what I didn't understand right off the bat.
I want a boyfriend.
I'm tired of not feeling loved.
My family loves me, but its not the same as having a boyfriend.
I want to be hugged, kissed, and loved by someone.
I want someone to hear me sing, and give me a break.
So I can get enough money to help my family.
Because Mom and Dad work so hard as teachers, yet don't get paid enough.
I just want to give back to them.
I want to own my own recording agency.
I want people to want me to help.
I'm tired of helping and then getting screwed over.
I feel like my entire life I've done nothing but try to please others, yet getting nothing but hated and overlooked in return.
I'm tired of people using me!
Using me to help people out, then not choosing me.
Using me to make the choir look good, yet yelling at me, and choosing someone worse than me to run things.
Using me to do anything! and not giving me something in return.
I love helping people, but I hate being unappreciated for it.
I want to have drive to do these things.
I want to stop being lazy and do something with my life.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Life at the Moment.
I do not understand why I feel I must blog at the latest possible time.
But oh well. No one really reads this blog, so I guess I can post whenever I want.
So to update you on my license...... well it's still non-existant.
Dad was suppose to teach me to parallel park this weekend.
Saturday dad hit 1000K on his nike walking thing, so we went to huntington to celebrate.
Then Sunday was church, and Gattiland for the Sunday school.
So the weekend is now over. And I still have no clue how to parallel park.
This is crucial seeing as I can't pass the test if I can't parallel park.
I think my mamaw Annie is getting nervous that I won't have my license when I start commuting to KCU.
Which does make sense seeing as that would be totally illegal lol.
But I really hope I can get it thursday or friday.
Gattiland was fun.
I won 363 tickets.
Matt, Ben, and I decided to combined our tickets and win a stuffed thing for the sunday school room.
Which has become a tradition with Ratatouille and Dark Spiderman.
The two other prizes now get to share their room with Clumsy Smurf =]
Thank you Stephanie for the identification haha.
I also finally got a giraffe silly band.
I now have a giraffe, a shooting star, a cross, a star, and a dove on my arm.
I think I'm beginning to have my own little silly band collection.
Of course this doesn't compare to the countless children who have silly bands all the way to their elbows.
But I guess I have a healthy collection.
I am now the teacher for the smaller kids at youth group.
I'm suppose to be making "Big" Ben a cardboard car.
Try explaining to a 3 year old that something ins't really a car, but it is a car.
I'm sure I totally confused him.
But at that age, I guess it doesn't really matter. They forget everything.
Ben told me he was to "big" to be in my class.
I tried to explain to him though he is "big" he isn't old enough and has to learn a lot more about Jesus before he can go to the other class.
I don't think he understood this.
But again they usually forget.
But I have learned that the raising of a child, and the mental capacity of a child shows most when around a child of opposite raising.
Another kid came to youth group and was in my class.
He was Ben's age, and I guess I just expected him to understand more, like Ben, and like my cousin Andrew had at the age.
But he was so much harder to reach than them.
This made me wonder if I wanted to go into child psychology.
Then I remembered I can only take so much of screaming children.
And decided Music Business was a good choice.
Until I get married and have kids, I guess Ben and Kam will be my entertainment.
It's so strange.
School starts tomorrow in Lawrence County.
It is really weird that I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
So I guess I will sleep in tomorrow.
Mom wants me to clean.
So hopefully I wont sleep to long.
But I guess I will get spider, and try to go to sleep.
Night all.
Love,
Awiison
But oh well. No one really reads this blog, so I guess I can post whenever I want.
So to update you on my license...... well it's still non-existant.
Dad was suppose to teach me to parallel park this weekend.
Saturday dad hit 1000K on his nike walking thing, so we went to huntington to celebrate.
Then Sunday was church, and Gattiland for the Sunday school.
So the weekend is now over. And I still have no clue how to parallel park.
This is crucial seeing as I can't pass the test if I can't parallel park.
I think my mamaw Annie is getting nervous that I won't have my license when I start commuting to KCU.
Which does make sense seeing as that would be totally illegal lol.
But I really hope I can get it thursday or friday.
Gattiland was fun.
I won 363 tickets.
Matt, Ben, and I decided to combined our tickets and win a stuffed thing for the sunday school room.
Which has become a tradition with Ratatouille and Dark Spiderman.
The two other prizes now get to share their room with Clumsy Smurf =]
Thank you Stephanie for the identification haha.
I also finally got a giraffe silly band.
I now have a giraffe, a shooting star, a cross, a star, and a dove on my arm.
I think I'm beginning to have my own little silly band collection.
Of course this doesn't compare to the countless children who have silly bands all the way to their elbows.
But I guess I have a healthy collection.
I am now the teacher for the smaller kids at youth group.
I'm suppose to be making "Big" Ben a cardboard car.
Try explaining to a 3 year old that something ins't really a car, but it is a car.
I'm sure I totally confused him.
But at that age, I guess it doesn't really matter. They forget everything.
Ben told me he was to "big" to be in my class.
I tried to explain to him though he is "big" he isn't old enough and has to learn a lot more about Jesus before he can go to the other class.
I don't think he understood this.
But again they usually forget.
But I have learned that the raising of a child, and the mental capacity of a child shows most when around a child of opposite raising.
Another kid came to youth group and was in my class.
He was Ben's age, and I guess I just expected him to understand more, like Ben, and like my cousin Andrew had at the age.
But he was so much harder to reach than them.
This made me wonder if I wanted to go into child psychology.
Then I remembered I can only take so much of screaming children.
And decided Music Business was a good choice.
Until I get married and have kids, I guess Ben and Kam will be my entertainment.
It's so strange.
School starts tomorrow in Lawrence County.
It is really weird that I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
So I guess I will sleep in tomorrow.
Mom wants me to clean.
So hopefully I wont sleep to long.
But I guess I will get spider, and try to go to sleep.
Night all.
Love,
Awiison
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